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Journal Entry: Thu May 17, 2012, 3:41 PM





i just got an e-mail from deviantart telling me my premium membership will expire soon and remembered that my membership expiry was around the same time as my dAnniversary and realised i TOTALLY MISSED IT

anyway, seven years plus some days ago, i joined deviantart

an amazing community or two have come and gone during that time and while it's sad to know that it's not what it used to be i'm still so glad for all the support i got during the heyday

which is not to say there's still not awesome people and connections out there, just nothing i'm really plugged into!

so yes uhm ok also! thankyou to everyone who has kept me gassed up membership-wise up until now. i'm going to miss being ~*~premium~*~ but i'm hardly here enough to justify spending the money on it

aaah so here's one big feature because i don't think i'll be able to do them without a membership

love u all mwah
Get yourself something nice for Christmas Close the shutters against
the sunlight, slam your
ukulele against the huge
terracotta pot, drink
whiskey that you hid
in your overcoat pockets
all lined with tinfoil.

Write a thousand letters
about running away.  Keep
a bag half-packed by your
front door.  Empty your
bank account and leave stacks
of twenty dollar bills for your
mother (she bought you
that now-cracked terra-
cotta pot and the plant inside
for your birthday).

(The dirt is leaking onto the
living room carpet) In the bag,
only carry books, enough cash
for bus fare, and three day's
worth of clothes.  Find a job
when you get there, hole up
in a sleazy motel,
solstice you take in deeply
a breath of stardust and pollen
fresh and alive -
as alive as muscle underneath skin
buzzing between your teeth and on your tongue
leaves a touch or trace or something
you cannot pinpoint

something lovely has grown
rooted firmly inside your lungs
steadfast trees
exhaling leaves made of your words
escaping your lips,
escaping your life
building plates of armor along your chest

so no one will come in
or take you away
X
1.

you are a
poorly written cliché teen drama.
"mum, he got me pregnant."
"your daddy's gonna kill that boy."
no.
just kidding.

there is a jar of salty tears
from all the times
you lost control
but you bleed
that kind of
bullshit,
don't you? yeah,
and your lovers soak it up.

when you look at them
they die inside and lay their heads on your chest
(after you've fucked them good and proper).
they are thinking,
"oh, how warm he is,"
and they are wondering
if they were to stare back deeply enough,
would you stay?
but in the end
you and people
don't mix,
much like oil and water.
in the end
you alw
fourteen you're fourteen and you don't let anyone read your poems.

you write for your family
the kids who threw your backpack in the toilet
that one person
you think about
spending your life with
(and yeah, you're young, but
if this is real enough
to keep you awake
until your skin hums
and black sand tumbles
down you like a
crescendo
doesn't that
count for
something?]
and for your
imaginary
doctor.

and you keep the cover
tightly
shut

with "good" or "fine" or
i'm going for a walk
see you soon

because if they read
the words in the margins
like jagged teeth,

"

  there's a cloud in my head
  pushing against the edges
 




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:iconmissingnumbers:
thank you so much for the favourite! <3

--
"Silence equals nonexistence."
-Margaret Cho

icon by Lilac Pilgrim.
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:icontegan-ray:
thanks for those faves, lovely :)
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:iconalecbell:
Thanks very much, Satah, for your fave on Missing :sun::heart:

--
There's always a better poem just out of reach

Words create situations [link]

Poet's Devmeet, August 12th Poetry Cafe, Covent Garden. For details :[link]
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*widdywoo May 10, 2012  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you very much, Satah dear - I do appreciate it.

--
"All life is one"
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:iconalecbell:
And Debriefing too :heart::heart:

--
There's always a better poem just out of reach

Words create situations [link]

Poet's Devmeet, August 12th Poetry Cafe, Covent Garden. For details :[link]
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